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Per la sua creatura

For Her Child

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  1. 1

    The doorbell rang.

    Suonaronorangsuonare · verb, past, indicative, third-person, pluralmain verb of the sentence

    Impersonal plural: literally "they rang," idiomatic for the doorbell ringing.

  2. 2

    The little Signora V***, who was in the kitchen fixing up a hat, or rather trimming a winter hat with the feathers and ribbon of a summer hat, got up in a great hurry, took off her apron, and went to open the door.

  3. At first, between the darkness of the entryway and that of the staircase, she could not quite tell whether the tall figure who had rung was a man or a woman; then she heard a guttural voice asking, “Signora V***?”—she saw a great black cloak, a black fur, a black hat pulled down over the eyes, a pair of spectacles: it seemed to her that the person was a man dressed as a woman, and she was afraid.

  4. But at once she smiled to herself.

  5. A thief?

  6. In her house there was little to steal: there was not even that pearl called a maid.

  7. 3

    “Come in…” she said in a frank voice, throwing the door wide open, with that serene confidence which is the finest asset of those who own nothing.

  8. 4

    Only in the little dining room, which also served for receiving guests, did Signora V*** realize that her visitor was a woman, and not even an ugly one, and not even an old one.

  9. 5

    “I am Signora V***.”

  10. “Do sit down.”

  11. 6

    “I should like to speak with you…” said the stranger, and though the little parlor was not stifling, she took off her cloak, throwing it over the back of the chair.

  12. Against the brown satin lining of the cloak she appeared most elegant, though no longer young, in a flawless English-cut dress.

  13. She had small hands, tight in gray leather gloves, jewels sparkling at her ears, and on her hat a long tail feather from some rare bird.

  14. And her small, tight, disdainful mouth completed the picture of a great lady accustomed to command.

  15. 7

    Signora V***, who—it must be said—was not yet twenty, watched her with admiration, astonished that so great a lady should find herself in her house.

  16. The stranger studied the humble surroundings, the frail little figure, the very pale face, the red hands of the little lady, and seemed perversely pleased by what she saw.

  17. 8

    “Listen,” she said in a guttural voice, the syllables gurgling in her throat, “I have come to bring you news of your little girl.”

  18. 9

    Signora V*** lifted her head sharply, blushed, and then turned paler still than before.

  19. 10

    “Don't be frightened: good news!”

  20. “I spend the whole winter at Albano.”

  21. “Your little girl's wet-nurse is my gardener's daughter…”

  22. 11

    “Ah!” cried Signora V***.

  23. 12

    What tenderness, what joy, what sweetness, what love trembled in that cry!

  24. She would have liked to kiss the hem of the stranger's cloak, simply because the stranger's gardener was the wet-nurse's father.

  25. 13

    And the stranger began a sort of interrogation.

  26. 14

    “Is it long since you have seen the child?”

  27. 15

    “Two months.”

  28. 16

    “Why don't you nurse her yourself?”

  29. 17

    “I was nursing her; but I am so anemic that I had to stop.”

  30. 18

    “Why didn't you take the wet-nurse into your home?”

  31. 19

    The young woman looked at the lady with her large grieving gray eyes wide open, as if to say: Ah, for you, with that cloak there… a cloak my husband's whole year's salary would not suffice to buy… for you everything is easy; for us, if you only knew!

  32. 20

    “Wet-nurses cost a fortune here!”

  33. “We are not rich: to pay the wet-nurse we had to send away our maid.”

  34. 21

    “And how do you manage without a maid?”

  35. 22

    “There's a woman who does my marketing; the rest I do myself.”

  36. 23

    “Is your husband a clerk?”

  37. 24

    “Why, yes!”

  38. “He was a post-and-telegraph clerk; a hundred and thirteen lire and ninety-three centesimi a month.”

  39. What else did she want to know?

  40. Even what they were going to eat that day?…

  41. By now Signora V*** was beginning to grow annoyed at the stranger's indiscreet curiosity.

  42. At last the lady made up her mind to give her name, an outlandish name that Signora V*** tried to repeat to herself, without success.

  43. 25

    “Now then,” the stranger then said, “do you love your little girl very much?”

  44. 26

    The grieving gray eyes opened wide again.

  45. Were those questions even worth asking?

  46. 27

    “And do you have no children?” the little lady asked boldly.

  47. 28

    “No.”

  48. 29

    The strange question was understandable, then.

  49. 30

    “Do I love her!”

  50. “Ah, it cannot be put into words, dear lady!”

  51. “It cannot be said!”

  52. “It cannot be!…”

  53. “It is a love, that for one's children, which surpasses everything, every word.”

  54. 31

    The lady pressed her lips together, her small disdainful mouth, and seemed put out, less by the words themselves than by the young mother's moved tone.

  55. But she said:

  56. 32

    “You are right.”

  57. “And besides, your little girl is so sweet: I see her every day: the wet-nurse takes her walking in my garden.”

  58. “And the little one knows me: when she sees me she gives little cries: I put my finger in the dimple of her rosy chin and she smiles.”

  59. “She looks like a little bird.”

  60. 33

    “Oh, my God, my God!” said the mother, in ecstasy.

  61. 34

    “And does your husband love her?”

  62. 35

    “Whom, the little girl?”

  63. “He is mad about her.”

  64. “Perhaps, before she came, he didn't want her: life is already hard enough when there are two of you; but afterward!”

  65. “But afterward!”

  66. “No happiness compares to that of having a child, of whom one can say: mine, his, ours!”

  67. “Ah, my dear lady!”

  68. 36

    “What will you make of your daughter?”

  69. 37

    “Well… who knows!”

  70. “She is so small!”

  71. “And yet I have an extravagant idea.”

  72. 38

    “Let's hear it.”

  73. 39

    “That she ought to become a great singer…”

  74. “I don't know why I have this idea.”

  75. “In any case we shall have her taught some art or trade: nowadays a woman who knows how to do nothing is worth nothing.”

  76. 40

    Silence.

  77. The lady seemed to be reflecting on the young mother's axiom.

  78. She was thinking about her daughter's destiny.

  79. 41

    At last the stranger adjusted her spectacles, raised her head with a lioness's gesture, and stated the purpose of her visit.

  80. Here it was: she wanted to adopt the V***s' little girl; in this way the child would become rich, happy.

  81. And the parents, since they loved her so much, ought to give her up without a murmur.

  82. 42

    And Signora V*** truly did not breathe a word, from surprise, and even more from the anguish she felt at the mere thought of having to give up her child.

  83. 43

    Her child!

  84. Her little bird!

  85. Her life!

  86. Her universe!

  87. Her little one!

  88. But that stranger was mad, stark raving mad.

  89. Signora V*** studied her closely; but then she remembered that the stranger had no children, and understood how certain proposals could be made.

  90. 44

    “I shall speak of it with my husband,” she answered, just to say something.

  91. Then she saw the stranger to the stairs, wishing to herself that, in going down, she would get tangled in her great cloak and go tumbling all the way to the bottom.

  92. Then she went back in, but no longer remembered the stove, the pot, the hat; she only put her apron back on automatically, and went into the bedroom, knelt before the great white bed, and began to weep.

  93. Evening fell: a melancholy moonbeam slanted in through the window, and the bed, on whose whiteness the curtains' arabesque shadow was traced, was covered all over with a faint golden glow.

  94. The young mother pictured herself again on that bed, with her little girl beside her; and the baby was smiling to herself, her first smile, as the angels must smile.

  95. No other manifestation of human beauty, no spring dawn, nor the sun rising from the sea, nor the moon setting over the mountains, was as beautiful as that newborn creature's smile, as that dawn of life.

  96. 45

    Signor V***, young, fair-haired and thin, on returning from the office found his wife weeping, her head resting on the bed.

  97. 46

    “What is it?”

  98. he cried, frightened.

  99. “Why are you sitting there in the dark?”

  100. “Why are you crying?”

  101. 47

    She got up.

  102. 48

    “Listen.”

  103. “A lady came, a very rich foreign lady.”

  104. “She wants our little girl: she will adopt her.”

  105. “We must give her to her.”

  106. 49

    The husband laughed.

  107. 50

    “You are mad!”

  108. “And so is she!”

  109. 51

    “No, no, no!”

  110. sobbed the little lady.

  111. “We are not mad: it's the truth.”

  112. “The lady always sees the little girl, because the wet-nurse is her gardener's daughter, and she lives at Albano, and she recognizes her, and she looks like a little bird…”

  113. 52

    “What? What?”

  114. cried the husband, bewildered.

  115. 53

    “The lady looks like a little bird?”

  116. “Or the gardener…”

  117. 54

    “No, no, no!”

  118. the little lady broke in.

  119. “Our little girl, our little bird.”

  120. 55

    And still weeping, she explained things more clearly, and concluded by saying that, for the child's own good, they must give her up.

  121. 56

    Then the husband grew truly angry.

  122. 57

    “Give her up!”

  123. he cried. “Like a sack of coal, like a pair of boots!”

  124. “But you're out of your mind!”

  125. “I never thought you were so mad!”

  126. 58

    And he went on shouting, and insulted his wife, telling her that she wanted to sell her own child so that she could one day exploit her, and he added: “When that old witch comes back, I'll throw her down the stairs, shoving her with my fists, with my fists, with my fists!…”

  127. 59

    Then he went out, slamming the door.

  128. 60

    Signora V***, despite her husband's cruel and unjust insults, stopped crying, lit the lamp, and went back to the kitchen.

  129. She felt as if she had come back to life; she was so happy!

  130. 61

    But shortly afterward he came back: she started and grew uneasy, so gloomy, pale, and undone did he look.

  131. 62

    “Listen,” he said, “you are right.”

  132. “We mustn't be selfish; for her own good we must give her up” (he actually said the horrible word).

  133. “We'll make ourselves another one.”

  134. 63

    And he laughed; and the young mother laughed too; but their laughter seemed like the grin of skeletons.

  135. 64

    *

  136. 65

    “What is it, what is it?”

  137. her husband asked, as she woke up trembling.

  138. “Why were you laughing?”

  139. what were you dreaming?

  140. 66

    “Ah, my God!”

  141. she said, opening her great grieving gray eyes.

  142. “I was dreaming something horrible.”

  143. “This, this, and this other thing.”

  144. 67

    And she told the dream she had had, with all its smallest details.

  145. Then she made the usual remark:

  146. 68

    “Tell me, how good it is to wake up after a bad dream!”

  147. 69

    He smiled, then asked:

  148. 70

    “But if the thing really happened, you, tell me, little one, would you behave as you did in the dream?”

  149. 71

    She felt herself wither at the mere idea that so horrible a dream might come true, but she answered bravely:

  150. 72

    “Yes!”

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I giuochi della vita, Grazia Deledda. The Games of Life.
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Public-domain Italian (Deledda, d. 1936; collection published 1905). English translation © 2026 1732 Studios, LLC.
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