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X. «Это он говорил!»

"It Was He Who Said That"

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    Alyosha, on entering, told Ivan Fyodorovich that a little over an hour ago Marya Kondratyevna had come running to his lodgings and announced that Smerdyakov had taken his own life.

    АлешаAlyoshaАлёша · proper noun, nominative, masculine, singularsubject of сообщил
    войдяon enteringвойти · verb, past, active, converb, perfectiveadverbial clause on сообщил
    сообщилtoldсообщить · verb, past, indicative, active, singular, perfectivemain verb of the sentence
    ИвануIvanИван · proper noun, dative, masculine, singularindirect object of сообщил
    ФедоровичуFyodorovichФёдорович · proper noun, dative, masculine, singulardepends on Ивану
    чтоthatчто · subordinating conjunctionintroduces the clause of прибежала
    часan hourчас · noun, nominative, masculine, singularsubject of прибежала
    сand a bitс · prepositionpreposition marking небольшим
    небольшимa littleнебольшой · adjective, instrumental, masculine, singularmodifies час
    назадagoназад · adverbmodifies прибежала
    прибежалаhad come runningприбежать · verb, past, indicative, active, singular, perfectiveclausal complement of сообщил
    кtoк · prepositionpreposition marking нему
    немуhimон · pronoun, dative, masculine, singularoblique complement of прибежала
    наatна · prepositionpreposition marking квартиру
    квартируlodgingsквартира · noun, accusative, feminine, singularhead of the phrase, modified by на
    МарьяMaryaМарья · proper noun, nominative, feminine, singularsubject of прибежала
    КондратьевнаKondratyevnaКондратьевна · proper noun, nominative, feminine, singularin apposition to Марья
    иandи · conjunctionlinks the coordination
    объявилаannouncedобъявить · verb, past, indicative, active, singular, perfectivecoordinated with прибежала
    чтоthatчто · subordinating conjunctionintroduces the clause of лишил
    СмердяковSmerdyakovСмердяков · proper noun, nominative, masculine, singularsubject of лишил
    лишилhad takenлишить · verb, past, indicative, active, singular, perfectiveclausal complement of объявила
    себяhimself ofсебя · pronoun, genitivegenitive object of лишил
    жизниhis lifeжизнь · noun, genitive, feminine, singulargenitive object of лишил
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    "I go in there to clear away his samovar, and there he is, hanging on a little peg by the wall."

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    To Alyosha's question — "Has she reported it to the proper authorities?" — she answered that she had reported it to no one, but had "run straight to you first of all, and run the whole way at a dead run."

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    She was like a woman out of her mind, Alyosha related, and trembled all over like a leaf.

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    And when Alyosha had run with her to their cottage, he found Smerdyakov still hanging there.

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    On the table lay a note: "I destroy my life of my own free will and inclination, so as to blame no one."

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    Alyosha left the note just so on the table and went straight to the district police chief, reported everything to him, "and from there straight to you," Alyosha concluded, gazing intently into Ivan's face.

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    And the whole time, as he was telling it, he never took his eyes off Ivan, as though something in the expression of his face had struck him deeply.

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    "Brother," he cried out suddenly, "you must be terribly ill!

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    You look at me and it is as if you don't understand what I'm saying."

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    "It's a good thing you've come," Ivan said, as though musing, and as though he had not heard Alyosha's exclamation at all. "And yet I knew that he had hanged himself."

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    "From whom, then?"

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    "I don't know from whom.

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    But I knew it.

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    Did I know it?

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    Yes, he told me.

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    He was telling me only just now..."

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    Ivan stood in the middle of the room and spoke in that same musing way, looking at the floor.

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    "Who is ''he''?" Alyosha asked, glancing about him in spite of himself.

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    "He slipped away.

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    Ivan raised his head and smiled quietly:

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    "He was afraid of you — of you, my dove.

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    You are a 'pure cherub.'

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    Dmitri calls you a cherub.

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    A cherub... The thunderous cry of rapture of the seraphim!

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    What is a seraph?

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    Perhaps a whole constellation.

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    And perhaps that whole constellation is nothing more than some chemical molecule...

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    Is there a constellation of the Lion and the Sun — don't you know?"

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    "Brother, sit down!" said Alyosha in alarm. "Sit down, for God's sake, on the sofa.

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    You are delirious; lie down on the pillow, like this.

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    Do you want a wet towel for your head?

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    Perhaps it would make you feel better?"

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    "Give me the towel — it's there on the chair, I threw it down here a little while ago."

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    "It isn't here.

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    Don't worry, I know where it is; here it is," said Alyosha, having found, in another corner of the room, by Ivan's dressing table, a clean towel, still folded and unused.

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    Ivan looked at the towel strangely; his memory seemed to come back to him in an instant.

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    "Wait," he said, half rising from the sofa, "a little while ago, an hour ago, I took this very towel from there too and wetted it with water.

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    I held it to my head and threw it down here... how can it be dry?

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    There was no other."

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    "You held this towel to your head?" Alyosha asked.

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    "Yes, and I walked about the room, an hour ago... Why have the candles burned down so?

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    What time is it?"

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    "Nearly twelve."

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    "No, no, no!" Ivan cried out suddenly. "It was not a dream!

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    He was here, he sat here, there on that sofa.

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    When you knocked at the window, I threw a glass at him... this one here...

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    Wait, I had been asleep before too, but this dream is no dream.

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    It has happened before.

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    I have dreams now, Alyosha... but they are not dreams, they are real: I walk, I speak, I see... and yet I am asleep.

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    But he sat here, he was here, right on this sofa... He is terribly stupid, Alyosha, terribly stupid," Ivan said with a sudden laugh, and began to pace the room.

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    "Who is stupid?

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    Of whom are you speaking, brother?" Alyosha asked again, in anguish.

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    "The devil!

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    He has taken to coming to me.

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    Twice he has come, almost three times.

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    He taunted me with the notion that I was angry at his being merely a devil, and not Satan with scorched wings, in thunder and splendor.

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    But he is no Satan — that is his lie.

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    He is an impostor.

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    He is simply a devil, a paltry, petty little devil.

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    He goes to the bathhouse.

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    Strip him and you will surely find a tail, long and smooth, like a Great Dane's, a yard long, a dun color...

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    Alyosha, you're chilled, you've been out in the snow, do you want tea?

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    What? Is it cold?

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    Shall I have some put on?

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    C'est à ne pas mettre un chien dehors."

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    Alyosha ran quickly to the washstand, wetted the towel, persuaded Ivan to sit down again, and laid the wet towel around his head.

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    He himself sat down beside him.

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    "What were you telling me a little while ago about Liza?" Ivan began again.

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    (He was growing very talkative.) "I like Liza.

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    I said something nasty about her to you.

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    I lied — I do like her...

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    I am afraid for Katya tomorrow — afraid most of all.

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    For the future.

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    Tomorrow she will cast me off and trample me underfoot.

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    She thinks that out of jealousy over her I am destroying Mitya!

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    Yes, that's what she thinks!

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    Well, but it isn't so!

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    Tomorrow there is the cross, but not the gallows.

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    No, I will not hang myself.

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    Do you know, Alyosha, that I could never take my own life!

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    Out of baseness, is it?

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    I am no coward.

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    Out of a thirst to live!

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    How was it that I knew Smerdyakov had hanged himself?

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    Yes, it was ''he'' who told me..."

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    "And you are firmly convinced that someone was sitting here?" Alyosha asked.

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    "There on that sofa, in the corner.

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    You would have driven him off.

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    Indeed, it was you who drove him off: he vanished the moment you appeared.

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    I love your face, Alyosha.

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    Did you know that I love your face?

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    And ''he'' is me, Alyosha, my own self.

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    Everything base in me, everything vile and contemptible!

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    Yes, I am a 'romantic' — he noticed that... though it is a slander.

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    He is terribly stupid, but that is how he gets the better of me.

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    He is cunning, brutishly cunning; he knew how to drive me into a fury.

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    He kept taunting me with believing in him, and so forced me to listen to him.

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    He fooled me like a little boy.

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    He told me, by the way, a great deal of truth about myself.

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    I would never have said it to myself.

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    You know, Alyosha, you know," Ivan added in a terribly earnest and, as it were, confidential tone, "I should very much like him really to be ''he,'' and not I!"

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    "He has worn you out," said Alyosha, looking at his brother with compassion.

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    "He taunted me!

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    And cleverly, you know, cleverly: 'Conscience!

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    What is conscience?

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    I make it myself.

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    Why, then, do I torment myself?

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    Out of habit.

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    Out of the universal human habit of seven thousand years.

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    So let us break the habit and we shall be gods.'

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    It was he who said that, it was he who said it!"

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    "And not you, not you?" cried Alyosha irrepressibly, looking clearly at his brother. "Well, let him be, drop him and forget about him!

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    Let him carry away with him everything you now curse, and never come again!"

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    "Yes, but he is malicious.

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    He laughed at me.

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    He was insolent, Alyosha," Ivan said with a shudder of offense. "But he slandered me, he slandered me in much.

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    He lied to my face, about me to my very face.

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    'Oh, you are going to perform a deed of virtue, you'll announce that you killed your father, that the lackey killed your father at your instigation...'"

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    "Brother," Alyosha interrupted, "restrain yourself: it was not you who killed him."

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    That isn't true!

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    It is he who says it, he, and he knows it: 'You are going off to perform a deed of virtue, yet in virtue itself you do not even believe — that is what enrages and torments you, that is why you are so vengeful.'

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    It was he who told me that about myself, and he knows what he is saying…

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    "It is you saying it, not he!" Alyosha cried out in grief, "and you say it in your sickness, in delirium, torturing yourself!"

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    "No, he knows what he is saying.

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    You go out of pride, he says, you will stand up and declare: 'It was I who killed him, and why do you writhe in horror — you are lying!

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    Your opinion I despise, your horror I despise.'

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    That is what he says about me, and then suddenly he says: 'And you know, you want them to praise you: a criminal, they'll say, a murderer, but what magnanimous feelings he has, he wanted to save his brother and confessed!'

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    Now that, that really is a lie, Alyosha!" Ivan cried out all at once, his eyes flashing. "I do not want the rabble to praise me!

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    He lied about that, Alyosha, he lied, I swear it to you!

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    I threw a glass at him for it, and it smashed against his ugly mug.

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    "Brother, calm yourself, stop!" Alyosha pleaded.

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    "No, he knows how to torment, he is cruel," Ivan went on, not listening. "I always had a presentiment of why he comes.

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    'Granted,' he says, 'you went out of pride; but still there was also the hope that Smerdyakov would be convicted and sent to hard labor, that Mitya would be acquitted, while you would be condemned only "morally" (do you hear, here he laughed!), and others would even praise you.

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    But now Smerdyakov is dead, he has hanged himself — and so who there in court will believe you now, you alone?

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    And yet you go, you go, you will go all the same, you have resolved to go.

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    Why is it, after all this, that you go?'

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    It is terrible, Alyosha, I cannot bear such questions.

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    Who dares put such questions to me!

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    "Brother," Alyosha broke in, dying of dread yet still hoping somehow to bring Ivan to his senses, "how could he have told you of Smerdyakov's death before I arrived, when no one yet even knew of it, and there had been no time for anyone to find out?"

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    "He told me," Ivan pronounced firmly, admitting not a shadow of doubt. "That was the only thing he talked about, if you like.

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    'And it would be well enough,' he says, 'if you believed in virtue: let them not believe me, I go for the sake of principle.

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    But the fact is you are a little pig, like Fyodor Pavlovich, and what is virtue to you?

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    Why, then, will you drag yourself off there, if your sacrifice will serve no purpose?

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    Precisely because you yourself do not know why you go!

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    Oh, you would give a great deal to know for yourself why you go!

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    And do you suppose you have made up your mind?

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    You have not yet made up your mind.

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    All night long you will sit and deliberate: to go or not to go?

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    But you will go all the same, and you know that you will go; you yourself know that however much you may deliberate, the decision no longer depends on you.

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    You will go, because you do not dare not to go.

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    Why you do not dare — that you must work out for yourself; there is a riddle for you!'

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    He got up and left.

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    You came, and he went.

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    He called me a coward, Alyosha!

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    Le mot de l'énigme,<ref>The answer lies in this (French).</ref> that I am a coward!

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    'It is not for such eagles to soar above the earth!'

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    That he added, he added that!

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    And Smerdyakov said the very same thing.

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    He must be killed!

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    Katya despises me, I have seen it this whole month, and Liza too will begin to despise me!

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    'You go in order to be praised' — that is a beastly lie!

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    And you too despise me, Alyosha.

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    Now I shall hate you once again.

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    And I hate the monster, and I hate the monster!

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    I do not want to save the monster, let him rot in penal servitude!

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    He has struck up a hymn!

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    Oh, tomorrow I shall go, I shall stand before them all and spit in every one of their faces!

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    He sprang up in a frenzy, flung the towel from himself, and set to pacing the room once more.

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    Alyosha recalled his earlier words: "It is as though I were asleep while awake… I walk, I speak, and I see, yet I am asleep," and it was precisely as though that were taking place now; Alyosha did not leave his side.

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    The thought had flashed through him of running for the doctor and fetching him, but he was afraid to leave his brother alone: there was no one at all to whom he could entrust him.

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    At last, little by little, Ivan began to lose consciousness altogether.

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    He kept on talking still, talked without falling silent, but now altogether incoherently.

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    He even pronounced his words badly, and suddenly swayed violently where he stood.

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    But Alyosha managed to catch hold of him in time.

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    Ivan let himself be led to the bed, and Alyosha somehow undressed him and put him down to sleep.

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    He himself sat over him for another two hours or so.

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    The sick man slept soundly, without stirring, breathing quietly and evenly.

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    Alyosha took a pillow and lay down on the sofa without undressing.

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    As he fell asleep, he prayed for Mitya and for Ivan.

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    Ivan's illness was becoming comprehensible to him: "The torments of a proud resolve, a profound conscience!"

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    God, in whom he did not believe, and His truth were overmastering the heart that still would not submit.

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    "Yes," it rushed through Alyosha's head as it lay already on the pillow, "yes, if Smerdyakov is dead, then no one will believe Ivan's testimony now; but he will go and give it!" Alyosha smiled quietly: "God will conquer!" he thought. "Either he will rise up in the light of truth, or… he will perish in hatred, avenging upon himself and upon everyone the fact that he served what he does not believe in," Alyosha added bitterly, and he prayed once more for Ivan.

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Братья Карамазовы, Fyodor Dostoevsky. Book XI — Ivan.
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